Corn on the Cobly

[Colby Donaldson]

ugh. lots can change in a day. here's hoping today the target stays off me

[Colby Donaldson]

hi. my grammar is bad when i'm on my phone.

Jessica/Michelle basically decide everything this week. I mean, i left them telling them i'd do whatever they decided. If they vote Todd they have majority with JT. If they vote JT they have majority with Todd. If they vote me all they need is either Todd or JT and as long as it's not them i don't see why they wouldn't vote me.

so yeah, that means i'm actually quite worried i might go. If i was free all day i probably wouldn't worry as much since i could campaign and guide things. What has me afraid is that I'm basically leaving this up to other people to do whatever they want while everyone else can/will campaign while i can't really.

This is why i don't feel as bad as i could with the last vote. I'd be in hella danger if i had lied. At least for now i've given them as little a reason to vote me out as possible. Here's hoping I stay safe.

[Colby Donaldson]

i'm worried... this vote has just been too quiet. I don't know what my fate is but i'm kind of too tired to wait and find out either. I'm gonna turn off my computer and get ready for bed. i'mma be sad if i get voted out. The only positive would be that i'd be able to resume normal life and start going to the gym again, lol. I don't want to be voted out. Last time i *really* feared being voted out I said i didn't have regrets. Like, up till this point i don't think i've played a bad game but i have been a bit socially lazy. I COULD HAVE PM'D TODD or SPOKEN WITH JT about the vote. I did neither. I just spoke with jessica and michelle. Neither committed with their votes which is a telltale that the vote is possibly (and probably) me. I feel doomed and i kind of took a lazy approach about it so I'd kind of deserve getting voted out. sigh. Here's hoping this worry is all for nothing... but expecting the boot

[Colby Donaldson]

jessica said I got voted out for being close to Parvati. Parvati kept blabbing on me during the steph vote. oops, lol. I forget shadow does that. can't say I'm pissed. I expected it and am kind of relieved, lol. probably should have voted Todd out last week though. oops, lol

[Colby Donaldson]

Thank you KC for allowing me to play your game. I told you I would probably be too busy which turned out to not be so true but I was too busy for what I like (harder to be social). It was a fun game at least from an inside perspective. I don't have many regrets. One is that I wish i voted Todd out last week simply because i <3 Britti and it ended up not changing the game (since i would have been voted out this week anyways). Also, probably could have picked tribes better. I let my fear of michelle as an enemy rule those pickings.

Can't complain, though. i did have fun! Sorry i sucked and didn't make merge. That's on me though. I'm relieved that now i have more time (Work + ORG = FAIL on time). Out of everything i think relief sums it up followed by a bit sad. I don't like to lose. I do think i deserved my placing though. I had gotten really lazy recently (socially) and now i can start going to the gym again .

[Colby Donaldson]

I'm a juror. no lemon for this game . i made jury and that was like my big
goal for the game... or at least the one I most
mentioned and thought about. yay! it means I have to wait for the end, though, to read confessionals. sad

I didn't really talk to anyone on the other tribe much so I will go ahead and assess everyone I did interact with later tonight (while it is still on my mind to make voting for winner easier at a later point).

[Colby Donaldson]

K so JT, Jessica, and Michelle have all apologized. I get why they voted me. I'm alright with it. I <3 michelle again. We kind of disconnected friendship wise but like we're cool again and I <3 her. Doesn't mean anything vote related (i still stand by her having to prove herself at the end) but i did gain a friend. I actually can see myself still talking to all 3 of these people. outside of the game they are all good people. Shadow may not like them but that's his problem, lol.