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[Michelle Tesauro]

So when we lost the first challenge the other day I was starting to doubt our ability to win challenges cause we were missing quite a few people during the challenge. But regardless I targeted Greg cause I have this feeling that Gregs bff is in this game on the other tribe which is really the only reason I wanted him out. So that went well and he can sit there and say he thinks Todd, Myself, and Jessica are pre alligned but honestly he has no proof and we honestly weren't working together till we lost the challenge. But I am really enjoying the social aspect of this game a lot. I absolutely adore Kenny and Colby they are so cute. In fact I had date night with Colby last night and we watched Twilight on youtube together so that was super cute.



Also there was an alliance made of Todd, Jessica, Myself, Erin, Kenny, and Natalie. I would honestly prefer to switch out Erin or Nat for Colby cause I enjoy his company more. And even though I am working with Todd and Jessica I am keeping my options open. I don't plan on staying fixed to one alliance in this game. So who knows who I will go to the end of this game with lol. But I am excited my tribe won immunity this round. We showed them we are capable of beating them

[Michelle Tesauro]

So I feel I have a new ally in Colby and I think I trust him more than Todd and Jessica at times! He and I finally finished our date night last night and he loved watching Twilight. I dunno what it is but he is so sweet and seems really genuine so who knows maybe I will wind up being a fool for trusting someone I have never worked with before but hey if that's the case I am honestly okay with it. I normally in all honesty don't really trust men but he is slowly proving me wrong on all my sterio types that I think all men are so I am enjoying it a lot. Anyways I could rant on and on about how much I adore Colby but I doubt you all want to read that. So onto the game.



Seeing as I read the PM for the challenge tonight I am even more nervous than I was before I read it was semi live. While I think we made the other tribe nervous in the fact that we showed them we aren't a big hot mess like people may of thought from the first challenge. We all know we aren't the most punctual group in survivor history lol. I dunno if my tribe will be on for the challenge at exactly 9 pm. Which has me worried but hey I figure if we lose Silas will go home so no biggie there just one more less man on my tribe lol. I can tell you that I won't let Todd or Jessica vote off Colby that's for sure

[Michelle Tesauro]

So today I spoke to Todd about replacing Erin in our alliance with Colby and it seemed to go over well. To me Erin is a wild card in this game cause I can't seem to get a proper read on her which makes me nervous. Where as Colby I feel I can trust and that is something that is rare in a game designed to cause paranoia for people. But on to the challenge. I am really annoyed that like half our tribe freakin bailed on us so they could go to sleep. Like seriously? Can you be anymore lame? For instance Erin showed up for maybe an hour and that is about it stupid ass bitch pissed me off. If she wasn't SO ABSORBED in her character than maybe she could be actually useful.



I guess for the most part the beginning for me is kind of boring. Like I mean there is only so much plotting I can do when my tribe is like one big orgy 24/7 I will say at first I liked Kenny but now he is annoying and I will be getting rid of him soon. Along with Erin. Oh and back to the challenge can I just say why did we keep Silas the dudes a loser. He isn't even here to do anything. If we were on this island right now I'd remove his fucking balls that is how annoyed I am with him

[Michelle Tesauro]

So my strategy as of right now besides being loyal to Todd, Jessica, and Colby. Is to flirt with the boys. I want to get in good with as many of them as I can you know work them and manipulate them. I realize this won't work on people like Ben and Judd who are to ugly to flirt with but I am okay with that. I can totally work over boys like JT and Kenny who clearly are easily influenced by flirting. Even Stephenie seems that way. And I am not above flirting with other women either you can ask Jessica! But if you think I am just playing up Parvati's strategy than you are dead wrong cause I do have a brain! I am more behind a behind the schenes schemer than anything else. Outwordly I am flirty and I like to make people think that's all I do!



Do to this tribe swap I think it seriously hurt us to have lost the challenge before it so that sucks. But I spoke to Jessica and we both know and adore JT so I have been flirting with him cause he has no Idea I know who he is behind the alias so I am trying to build a repore with him before I come to him with my plan. To be honest I am trying to push Jessica into doing it cause then the targets on her when we backstab him later. My plan was to go to him and offer him a f4 with Jess, myself, and Colby. And tell him Todd if just a 5th vote and is just gonna get tossed aside which is what Jess and I plan on doing atm. So in all actuality JT would probably make the f4 with us so its not that bad of a deal.



The details of this deal are that since Jess and JT were uber close in another game for her to make a f2 with him and tell him that She was aligned with Colby from early on and that over the course of the game they kind of just picked me up as an extra vote. So I want Jess to tell JT that she'd want Colby to get fourth cause no one could win the game against him and that I'd pretty much do whatever cause I am not really tied to one person per say and that I'd get third cause I am not that strong in challenges. I am hoping the detail of the plan will kind of distance the rumors Greg started about Todd, Jess, and myself. But who knows they may or may not.