Post by JT on Apr 26, 2010 15:07:23 GMT -5
Word! JT is back....and I am ready to get this game going for me again. Ive been working from my phone for the past two weeks....but I had an AMAZING trip...and I survived ;D
If anyone reading this ever has a chance to go to Coachella Music Festival....DO IT!!
Seriously the time of my life.
But lets get down to business. What do I need to catch you up on in my world???
Lets go alllllll the way back to the Steph boot. At that point I did kind of think that I would be working with Dani for the rest of the game. Jess really wanted me around....so that helped ALOT. But after the vote....I talked to Parvati. We kind of....cleared the air on a lot of things. She also mentioned that she knew who i was...(duh I kind of outed myself)
And that we were friends. We had a great talk while I was trying to convince her to tell me. But she wouldnt. But the talk was good. And it made me excited to make it to merge to see what could happen.
Colby boot.....this is the one that really worried me! I was inactive....I knew they all were kinda worried that I would just go back to Koro come merge. And when the votes were read I guess I was right.....Colby was under the impression I was going. So that could very easily mean everyone considered it. But I talked to Jess....and she said she will never write my name down. Good news!! I love Jess.
MERGE TIME!!!!!
I was stoked to see I made merge. When I left.....I didnt really know if I could survive. This is when me and Parvati talked and she let me know that she is....in fact....Shadow.
I really like Shadow and we get along. Shadow is a STRONG player....and I for one am not afraid to go to the end with someone like that. I know Parvati could help me get there. We threw out the idea of a Judd JT Parvati F3.....and that sounds awesome to me! But.....will it actually happen???
There is one person that in my mind could be in the way of my end game....and her name is Heidi. We talk....but not alot. And I dont really know where her and Parvati stand. Theyve been on the same tribe since Day 1.....so maybe they have a deal???
Part of me really wants to trust Parvati....but the other part of me is telling me to run the other way. Jess WILL want to take me to the end.....but I dont feel as safe beside her for the rest of the game. Parvati has ways of making things go her way.....
So here is where I stand right now......the swing vote!!!
In true Billy fasion
On one side I have Parvati, Judd and Heidi. They are voting for Kenny....simply because that is the name I threw out there. They screwed me over the past two tribals...and they say i desevre this. But maybe I deserve to make a move for me since they DID screw me over?? The tribal where I was in jail.....they voted Jess when I was told it wouldnt be her. She played an idol....perfect. Then the next one they told me it would be Todd....so I voted for him....only to find out that they all voted for Jess. Again....I am on the outs. And with something like that you cant use me being away as an excuse. I was let in on Todd being the vote......so they shouldnt assume shit. Talk to me about it.......because otherwise it leaves me in this damn position!!!
And on the other side I have Jess, Kenny and Todd. Jess is awesome and I dont ever doubt her.....but Kenny/Deja on the other hand....I doubt a lot. He says he wants to work with me and Jess...but I kinda feel like that is because its his only option. Ive been told before by ppl that Kenny said he didnt like me and wanted me out. But we both now know each others identitys....so maybe that could help???
I got that side to vote for Heidi....which would help me ALOT I fell like. Yea Parvati says Heidi can go out at 5 or 4.....but part of me doesnt believe that.
I hate decisions like this.....being the swing vote sucks. Only cool part is I am the decider if everything goes right.
I feel like if I vote Heidi....I can tell Parvati and Judd that I needed to do it for me. They left me out of the last vote...so I dont feel all that secure. They will either be pissed.....or somewhat understand. Only down side is that would leave the numbers equal. Which is why they would be pissed. Up side is that Kenny told me he would vote Todd next round.....but again....not sure if I believe that. Kenny is and always will be a sneaky player.
Ugh I feel like Im rambling....I just dont know what to do!!!
I always follow my gut....but my gut keeps pulling me two different ways.
Guess we will find out when I cast my vote....I gots some thinkin to do.
